Breaking Down

Ever feel like your just gonna break down any second? Well lately it's been no better over here. Down deep in the crevaces of this swollen heart. I look at other girls and often wonder why? Why do I have no one to care for. And I know I'm different. But not so much as to not ever being able to be held. But you know what,hell with it. I've got myself and a few others,but thats all I need. Whoo I sound pathetic huh? Different subject?

I need to get a picture done for art,actually two if I'm not thinking about the class but the teacher. Fun fun. My head hurts and grad is coming up soon. So many thoughts,emotions. Plus trips for grad and so less time than I need. Music is a savior.

~Silent